How Musical Therapy Saved Me

 Some people want to know why I turn out the way i am, and i have an answer for you all

Music in general saved me from a lot of dark things from the past and what's coming up in the future. To me, it was a lot of things that could have ended me, but when all that was said and done, musical therapy saved my life now and forever and I will always love and appreciate music for everything it did for me. Ariana Grande saved my life, and i am going to tell you a very short story about how Ariana helped me.

It was 2021, and everything was definitely normal, i had a new years eve party, and we celebrated this beautiful new year that I thought was going to be the best year of my life…. But when i thought it could have gone amazing, it just turned even more terrible than 2020.. Well the night before everything happened, I was listening to Tattooed Heart by Ariana Grande…

And I will never forget, it was the first time that I listened to a song by Ariana Grande that was not a single, and I loved every single second of it. When I was listening to Ariana I fell in love with her so much that I started singing her songs, and I never sing a song by anybody unless I REALLY fell in love with it. And then the night it happened.. I was unaware and my phone was off. The only thing I did was listen to Ariana and then went to bed.

And 2 days after everything happened my mom told me terrible news. Somebody that was close to literally everybody around hertford county died.. He got shot 6 times outside of his house and I remember just going in my room and thinking horrible thoughts. I made an edit, and it was one of my most prized edits to this day… it will forever be my favorite edit of all time

That day we had to go to his house and I remember having fun and just having a fun time with everybody until his father gave us news that we had to go to a candle lit service, I was nervous and just wanted to crawl into a ball and die- honestly it was one of the worst services I went to, it was beautiful with the clouds illuminating his favorite color which was pink, and he definitely left a statement that real men wear pink.

And after he died i was never scared to wear pink in my life. But after the service pink was the only thing that i wore… I will never forget the first album that ive ever streamed. It was February 17 2021, and I streamed the entire ariana grande album and i never got off of her. Musical therapy is important and you always need to put it in your life no matter what.

Thank you all for viewing my story, i appreciate and love you all ! remember to always let love and light lead the way for you, because it definitely paved the way for me.